I had a dream some years ago but rioting in our streets, burning of buildings and people who had been relatively sane hours earlier doing things which were totally against their character, and then there is the opportunists who want everything for nothing, never lifting a finger except to sign for benefits then complain they have nothing.
These people who complain they cannot get jobs, live in rented accommodation are probably the ones that bunked off school as it was clever, who have no qualifications as it was classed as "big" and "clever" to stand in an old shop doorway smoking or terrorising innocent people in parks and other public areas, then whinge when those who are educated and attended school have all the jobs.
The dream scared me so much that when i saw this i panicked, i was in a sweat at home, heart was racing and felt physically sick, i wanted to have metal shutters on my windows so i could pull them down and feel safe, i felt for my nephews and great niece and indeed the entire younger generation who would have to live in a world with human vermine walking the streets pillaging and causing havoc.
Friends who posted about this on social networking sites annoyed me as i did not want to read about it or see images, we never watched the news on television and avoided the media like the plague but i was still scarily reminded about it wherever i browsed on the internet.
I have even lost friends over this but they did not understand how scared i was, i am sure there was more to that than meets the eye, some look for the feeblest excuse to end friendships and maybe this was their ideal "get out" clause and the grabbed it while they could and since then i have deleted 30 facebook friends. if only i had listened in the past to advice and not trusted others.
As for the future, i am saying nothing, something big is about to happen, something substantial, the walls are coming down, the cracks are truely forming and i can stand back and watch the empire collapse.
( How many assumptions will that cause and gossiping tongues will continue to wag).
Read into it as you wish. I know i am a good person, i know the truth and some out there will think different but are wrong and i do not even have to justify this, inner strength knows who i am and what i am and what i have done for others, jealousy alone causes back handed, sly, vicious comments.
By leaving vicious comments to this blog only tells you what kind of person you are, something i would never rise too and rides over me without a hint of hurt.
With all that is going on it needs people to stand together against these people and not waste energy on petty fights and who said what to who it is pathetic.
I have never been happier in my life, love my job, my home, my relationship, i may have not had a holiday in two years but that will be remedied soon with a well earned cruise in the Mediterranean. Just changed my car and it is lovely with a private registration and it drives like a dream.
The world could be a happier place right now but we all have to contribute to that by taking out the hatred hurt and pain and thinking, " am i really that unhappy" because i could find you millions of people who are worse off than you.
