update on christmas day

Mum was rushed into hospital at 630pm Christmas day night, I was out at the time and had a call from dad so I rushed home only to find an empty house and ambulance tyre treads on the driveway, I sat waiting for a call from dad, I was looking at all her gifts she had opened earlier, her cakes and pies she had baked and it brought identical feelings on the day we lost Megan with seeing all her things around! Dad called mums heart rate was 200 pm instead of around 72. She was linked up to machines on the coronary care unit. It is a huge worry and I am not worrying about Christmas as it is not important anymore.